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Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Day 1 without you/ 5/18/2010 07:02:00 PM Today is day one without you, i really dunn wan to do i am really tired guess u aready know and prep well than i have nothing to said i was thinking will u reply my msg or u can't be bother to reply my msg i really dunno i really happy to have u by my side in the past the feeling is awnsome and great but now the feeling is getting fade i really trying hard but i can't i just a emotional guy who are under control of pill every night i am diff kid from other maybe to you in your eyes i am a normal to you ba i guess, seem everyone think i am strong but u all guy are wrong outside look strong but inside is damn weak maybe u dun like ppl to stick to u every day or something but i not i am diff i really dunno what to do been thinking alot tear alot really have no mood for anything no mood sigh my body is getting weaker & weaker is not the main reason of food too or low blood true i have low blood ar but my imm sym is getting weak anti bio also cannot be cure soon one day my life span is getting less and less of cos u won't be knowing Now see u guy happy can liao has long u happy i will be glad of cos soon one day i guess u have forgotten me aready. shall end my post today for here |
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